Girlfriends

There seems to be a hundred different questions

All denote a painful realisation

Without proper guidance in each situation

Souls cannot combine in the midst of deception

So I need truth spin me a conversation

Cannot move ahead without comprehension

The lies gotta stop they need limitations

C'mon baby,talk, don't wait for an invitation.

Your epithets and poetry

The pictures in broken frames

All the pain and misery

Move away,

Don't haunt me again

For who did love and never lost?

I loved you,

But you lied.....

go on....she said

Wo ker yi pang ni ma?

I replied curtly.

Piong ching.
Polite, too polite.

But I need no persuasion, I love my rhyming couplets and yes Vin was right, I am toooo modest.* Anyhow, I am upset at two people who I once thought were VIP's in my life and now ever since they both have let me down, I have learnt to never expect anything from anyone. Never expect, if you want something to happen don't wait, DO IT! Or as Adnan says, "It's not hard to make things happen, but its hard to stop things from happening" actually I added the last part, prolly a quote I read somewhere over the rainbow, Oops, meant the internet. Anyways I wrote it a couple of days after my birthday in which they both promptly forgot, yup, FORGOT, well who cares right? Not me. Hehehhehe! I know what you're thinking you made a song for those two girls, yup not guys, girls, well its just that girlfriends are forever and boyfriends, well they never last. One ever and another never, I am just hurt, It'll pass....but for now I am allowed to vent and get frustrated, but well, I found something about myself recently, I can take care of myself. =)

Here's a song I love or have fallen in love with, (like you care!) but for everyone seeking for no one and love being single, well even if you are mending a broken hati, well.......

Marie Digby- Girlfriend.

Download. Asap!

I can't belong to anybody else right now

Though it is not much of an excuse

I can't belongto anybody else

When I've got so much figuring out to do

I don't want to be a girlfriend

I don't want to talk about my feelings yeah

I don't wanna be some girlfriend
I don't wanna have to explain what I'm thinking.........

*Me Hearts*

NUS Road

Realising new things and actually forcing yourself to see the light at the end of a tunnel, well, they change a person, turning one into something quite unexplainable, so much so, that even the best people would not figure out who they are anymore.



There was this one time (at band camp) where life turned upside down and I no longer felt that I knew myself anymore, to me I was a mess, a truly indescribable mess of a woman who could not feel the walls of the tunnel or see the light, blindly I stroll along.



Prince Breakfast is never going to marry me, but I know that I want to get a move on and get over him.....he's this narcissistic, self absorbed piece of soft matter who prefers dongs to boobs, so yeah....laugh now, I have liked a gay dude for 10 years.



And NO I am not talking about the gentle voice Orlando Bloom, I'm talking Prince Breakfast. So my New Year's aim (other than losing weight) is to meet him and see the reaction, because well, I need to realise something or else, what is the point of a rollercoaster ride if all you do is ride on a flat horizontal line without hills to climb and valleys to fall into?



Realisation finally hit me and by george I will meet Shaikh M if I have to crawl to NUS. Which I sincerely hope I never have to.