Hundred

A hundred letters I never sent to you
Which I've left lying on the ground
A hundred unanswered questions
Answers I never found

A thousand times I've called you
But then hung up the phone
A thousand times a day I miss you
And feel so alone

A hundred half slanted doors
Left half opened never closed
A hundred apologies I gave to you
The ones that you disposed

A thousand times I cry at night
Because I miss you the most
A hundred times I've regretted
Letting us become so close

A hundred times I've asked myself
What did our talks mean
A hundred times I thought just maybe
This is all a bad dream

A hundred times I've pondered
Is it meant to be us two
A hundred times I've wished
That I didn't still love you

A hundred times I've wondered
Did you love me like you said
A hundred times I've hoped that
Our love is not yet dead

So now I'll ask you did you love me
Like you once told me
Do you think it could live up to
What I wanted us to be

I don't have to hear your answer
Because your head is hanging low
Everything we once had was a lie
Because you just told me no.

HARry Raya

Its HARRY ROYA TOMMOLLOW!!! ...okay that was ages aso......when I still had the chance of a lifetime to not screw up my bloddy frrokying english paper....when my A was confirmed....when.....when.....when....I still had an attraction to the opposite sex......now its so hard to have a thing for men. HEhEHEHEhe! I feel so gay...no i'm just joking puh-lease! I need to breathe real air, get away from all the wobbly butts and the cute dimples....not nipples!!
(siti nurhaliza+blonde hair= dumb blonde)
Tarik's smile is infectious, want his smile babaye! Well that's just lame when you rehelly want to scream and jump on the monkey bars at Al-Hidayah...just jump from on bar to the next or run around the huge field at Bentley primary and scream your momma jokes at the top of your lungs. Need a break man!!!! You didn't sleep one whole night for studying purposes! WEEHOOO! never did that before....quite scary and impressed with it....my maths better be great!! Or else sooomebody's gunna get hurt!!Maths tomolo. Scared like shite.....just wanna jump into the pool half empty of shite and mud....rolling and mucking around acting like the princess of Mombasa.