Prisoner

The prison that contained my heart,finally broke its bounds.
My heart would not be broken,
I would not allow it to
For my love for him has changed, its beginning anew.
The misery and despair of the past left my emotional state.
Now my love will have responsibilities and time limits whenever I date.
The time has come for me, to take things into my hands and not leave it to fate
Men will be men they'll never appreciate.
For all the things you do, they'll still love more towards their best girl mate.
Destiny decided I needed to feel, the agony of my lover loving another.
Decided that I didn't... deserve someone better
For I know that if I love again it won't be the same,
I'll have changed,won't be so trusting.
But he'll always love her more...and me less.
why on earth then,did he confess?
I will like him... not love him any longer
It will definitely grant me... less pain and bother.

THE SHADOW

the dark hallways with glints of sunlight
the sun's shining rays casts a path
bodies moving in one direction
stale, sterile and depression.
skirts willowing in the windy breeze
hair flying like the birds
piling thoughts and recalling names
routine, a ritual and very mundane.
as a shadow i will take my flight
amongst them like a butterfly through the branches
as a shadow i will flutter amongst the leaves
as a shadow i fell in love with light
something forbidden even to my sight
as a shadow i remain forgotten in memory
i remain being lost alone
basking in my life when my love arrives and dark and subdued when my love leaves....
a shadow that knows its love would never be right
because shadows are interdicted to love light.