Wednesday, August 22, 2007

List

1) Amal is having Adil Ryan.....today.

2) Yasmin's Birthday is......today.

3) Aunt I threw up four times......today.

4) Aunt Elly and Uncle Yahya leaves.....today.

5) Shabrina's plan is in motion......today.

6) Dave's Cd will be done......today.

7) Got to babysit the children cause I promised.....today.

8) Meet Rasheed for dinner.....today.

9) Krystal coming over for sleepover.....today.

10) Thinking about Prince Breakfast.......today.
and always.

Brothers

I hope the days come easy and the moments past slow......
My wish for you is that this life becomes all that you want it to.
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small.....
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to.....
I hope you know somebody loves you.
And wants the same things too.....


Gosh to love someone with that much passion and care.......I know for a fact that Debbie probably felt this way about his younger brother. My gosh to put emotions into words, their love was so true, so pure, so loving, so everything a brother should be....I mean where in the world have you seen a young man of nineteen constantly mollycuddling his younger brother and passionately and truly crying goodbye......tears pouring down.

My gosh, I realised something else....that kind of love I do possess, but how many people are truly blessed to have that much love and care? How many in this world today? Whole families going to the airport to wish goodbye......a huge clan, with us three and the friends.

I swear that moment when I viewed Dave being so caring and loving......I almost wished that this dude was Arab, twenty something and looks like breakfast. But of course he turns out to be my little bro....but I realised something also.......not many arab men are like that, they are too afraid of showing and displaying their emotions. To tear shows weakness, and their egos are too huge to show any weaknesses.......ok generalising now.....but as far as I know.......

Somedays I wonder, how do we stumble into our seperate lives and scratch around trying to make sense of what we have?? Why did HE position us this way??

Love makes the world go round, and love makes the world go down......but for me, love is love. You make your world go round or down......decide your life and the final word is this, Brotherly love. Very important. Sisterly Love. Even more so. =)

Sunday, August 12, 2007

To Anonymous,

Weeee.....finally an anonymous commentor......well....to anonymous.....that was written like two years ago in one of my diary excerpts......anyways....I am now no longer in the back seat of the car.....I am the driver of my own destiny and well I realised something else too!!

There is no difference between male and female companionships, its the same thing, I was cured of love through friendship......and I guess that's all that matters huh??

No fresh perspective, no difference of opinions, no change of characters, just people who can tolerate being with you and you can tolerate being with them. Realising that love is and always will be with you, not a man's love no doubt, just love, the deepest kind. I used to say, I am an Unlucky, Fat arsed arab teenager, but in fact I am one of the most luckiest type......and now typing this before a new semester begins, relishing the fact that while life may deal many blows and squander all my money away, Life is a gamble. And I have got the best people around me to help me regain all the losses that I've encountered. All the happiness that I've taken for granted and all the dreams I thought would not come true.....they will be there for me and I will be there for them.....insyALLAH. Thus quoting a famous person by the name of Shabrina Hyder....It's like that like.....(lolxz) Love her alot....