Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Eyesight

There is this phase where everyone would pass in life where, you want to feel loved and needed but at the same time you're all out for fun. So where are you really? Stuck in the middle somewhere, confusion and loneliness intermingles with the thirst of adventure and the unknown. So how can you move ahead? and how can you turn back? There comes this day where all you see is colours, different myriads of shapes crossing the sky, lightning flashes, distant thunder rolls darkly. Those stuck in the car and driving without a purpose down a slippery winding road. the raindrops patter the roof, of course back at the passenger seat, so you can view the world passing by quickly.

Y'know i always thought that i could find someone who can be seen as a true man. A person who would make friends with all people no matter their physical appearance and tolerate the atttitudes that suck. Someone who cared deeply for a cause other than sex. Though in these times, that kindda person is hard press for money. Not that i'm desperately searching and seeking someone to love, no, just to be friends with, cause i'm so sick of female companionship. Somedays, you need a fresh perspective. well, that's all i guess.

In order to finally be humans we gotta know what humans should be.
I seem to be looking for completion in all the wrong places, maybe my eyesight has gone bad, but maybe the signs are not pointing in the right path.

Goodnight, but is it really a good night?

Crash

An empty room can be so deafening, The silence makes you want to scream.

Really, sometimes you realise that hormonal imbalances can trigger a different opinion to the normal or should I say 'normal' person. But at the end of the day it is the differences that makes life interesting. The fact of the matter is, the world is lacking in love, we need more love in this world. We are surrounded by destruction and wars, all we actually need is hope and love, two things that there's just too little of. Why is this world temporary? To make any difference one must disrespect their religion and go towards sinning and debauchery. Somedays life seems too simple, other days it gets complicated. Very complicated.

Screaming right now, listening and observing the CRASH of society. Crash, the ideology of crash is how people categorise and stereotype society into. C stands for Class, R stands for Race, A stands for Age, S stands for Sex and H stands for Handicap and the world thought that it was just a great movie about racism. There it is, my lesson for today, my examination for tommorrow and the stillness of the unwelcomed night. July 15th 2007, many newlyweds today. They will never be left in an empty room devoid of emotion and passion. They will never want to scream, know why? Cause they'll be fighting all the time.

An empty room can be so deafening. The silence makes you want to scream.

AAAH! There I screamed.

Monday, July 02, 2007

Changes

The happiest women, like the happiest nations, have no history. A quote by the grand master George Eliot, to live happy is to live in ignorance. Is it better to be happy and forgotten or upset and living through the history pages? I will make a difference in the world to atleast 222,222,222 people. Yes, that is my vow.....I know I can't change the world but well atleast 222,222,222 people will know about me and my quest to save them from wrecking havoc upon themselves. Humanity and the human soul will win, the truth is out there and inside every one of us.