Cards

Why issit that sometimes the flurry of everyday activities seem to hurry on somedays and slow down on others? It seems that whenever i get more religious, more exciting things seem to happen to me. Maybe for the worst or for the best but always for some reason....all i have to do is pray for the best no matter what. Well somedays life just seems as if nothing is going right and other days life seems to move forward....and the train does'nt slow down its engines to let you down, but you're really tired and you need a break....i want that burnout lifestyle...the mundane and ordinary is getting very boring...i need excitement...i need drama....well i am A DRAMA QUEEN!! hehe!! Anyways life still goes on mundane or passionately exhilirating but the best part is that even with all the toys of yesteryear....i still haven't entertained myself well enough.

Well there are a few things you'd like to know about arabs....they are very and i mean VERY hospitable...hahaha...no i don't mean their always in the hospital...no i mean the doors to their homes sentiasa terbuka, directly translated to their doors are always opened. And their smiles...oh their smiles. Old women especially love company...and they always smile when company's around....well thats how it is then. the super hospitable are all almost gone and what is left are a westernised,closed up part of humans which you never thought could be possible....well this is true for the Arabs of S'pore....mostly they are all concerntrated on brands and the fact that they only need to mix with crowds that have atleast a title. Haven't they heard of a saying that says Arrogance can destroy you?? Well My records have played and my uncles have drawn their cards...let me draw mine....3 Aces. I win.

There's gotta be more to life

Well abs....anyways, tonight was AMAZING!! Well actually yesterday night....we sat on the rooftop on my telok kurau house and they shisha'd and i ate crisps and choccies!! And we all listened to sweet music and the breeze was there and well....it was all good. A great night, the moon was full, the breeze was coming....and the company was great. Well ya just to remind you that breakfast is attached and he's not interested in me....how upsetting...He's interested in Nusrat cause on my main profile picture its both of us and when he realized that the girl he was attracted to was not me well he viewed her profile then....ok....well....then...I cried....but then....i got bored....then i thought...i haven't been able to tell anyone this...so its kept inside and then suddenly i realized something. Something awoken inside me.....the chess of love will move its next piece whenever it wants to but for now....i'm single and life goes on. =) And i love my life...why is it that when people are placed high above the ground they tend to think more clearer?