Pack all your bags, we're finished.
Leave the door open when you leave I want your smell gone.
I can't live waiting for you to come and sweep me off my feet again.
I realised I can't live with you.
I need to focus on me and my needs.
So now disappear because I know that I don't want you.
You're full of riddles that I can't comprehend.
So go away until I pick up that phone and call you to come.
For now, both of us know we will just harm each other.
Goodbye emotions.
Goodbye love.
Monday, April 23, 2007
Good Charlotte
AAAHH!! Yesterday night was sooo much fun!! Moshing and pushing and screaming for LO and GOOD CHARLOTTE!!! Weehooo!! It was one amazing night!! The moon and stars were up and there was not a drop of rain in sight!! And Joel Madden Looked directly at me for at least 3 times ok?? Well the best part was just hugging J.Lo and talking to him.....well practically stammering and forgetting my oh so great lines lar.....aiyo!! I love Jason Lo's Music.....and i think he looks waaay Better than the madden bros!! Sorry lar to my friends who think otherwise!! But he vely cute wan!!
So sad we didn't meet Mukey cause then we might have gotten to get backstage!! Aiyo!! Well our luck was still high lar....i mean we just got the normal tickets then they opened the gates to us to join VIP!! So all you have to do was push through to the front and wham bam kazaam!! I was in front of the stage screaming my lungs out for Lo!! But the funniest thing happened then too...there was this guy in front of me and he actually asked if he could go to the front and we said yes cause he said his friend was at our leftside which means we can still see the stage.....so ok lar....then this dude stands directly in front of me!!! What an idiot!! I mean you say your moving then move lar!! Then i told Su leng, Sherina and Nus well we are moshing so i can shove him away!! Then this dude turns around and says well you can buzz off if you want!! And then i just smiled and say no im fine where i am...well next i turned around and su leng was telling me about how she met good charlotte backstage and got their autographs and stuff....well....then this dude after Lo finished playing he turned around and asked me which school i was from!! What a freak right?? You just told a girl off and the next second he's like interested.....what a weirdo!! Anyhow....it was a great night!!
And i know for a fact that Lo and Joel Madden definetely looked at me!! Weeeeee!!! I'm on air.....oh and you most probably wondering how am i so sure....well while moshing you are all pushed everywhere right?? and he looked at me at all those places!!! Weeeee!! And if you r all wondering the lights will make him not see the crowd but there was no bright beam from the back....and we were all also bathed in the beams of lights shining from up!!!
So that means he can view us....this is the same for hitz fm birthday bash when reshmonu said that the girls in the front row were really hot!!! See he can see us!! So ya!! There you go!! And they weren't drunk!!! hahahhahaha!!
And well 5 best things yesterday night....
1) Hugging and talking to Jason Lo
2)Taking like 5 pictures with Jason Lo
3) Moshing in the crowd and having joel, benji and travis look at me!!!
4) Just screaming along and jumping with the crowd
5) Standing on the skyroof of Hadri's car speeding through the kesas!!!
p.s. New Short Term Dream--- Interviewing J.Lo....hmmm...
p.p.s. This is a very immature post....meaning the writing....
So sad we didn't meet Mukey cause then we might have gotten to get backstage!! Aiyo!! Well our luck was still high lar....i mean we just got the normal tickets then they opened the gates to us to join VIP!! So all you have to do was push through to the front and wham bam kazaam!! I was in front of the stage screaming my lungs out for Lo!! But the funniest thing happened then too...there was this guy in front of me and he actually asked if he could go to the front and we said yes cause he said his friend was at our leftside which means we can still see the stage.....so ok lar....then this dude stands directly in front of me!!! What an idiot!! I mean you say your moving then move lar!! Then i told Su leng, Sherina and Nus well we are moshing so i can shove him away!! Then this dude turns around and says well you can buzz off if you want!! And then i just smiled and say no im fine where i am...well next i turned around and su leng was telling me about how she met good charlotte backstage and got their autographs and stuff....well....then this dude after Lo finished playing he turned around and asked me which school i was from!! What a freak right?? You just told a girl off and the next second he's like interested.....what a weirdo!! Anyhow....it was a great night!!
And i know for a fact that Lo and Joel Madden definetely looked at me!! Weeeeee!!! I'm on air.....oh and you most probably wondering how am i so sure....well while moshing you are all pushed everywhere right?? and he looked at me at all those places!!! Weeeee!! And if you r all wondering the lights will make him not see the crowd but there was no bright beam from the back....and we were all also bathed in the beams of lights shining from up!!!
So that means he can view us....this is the same for hitz fm birthday bash when reshmonu said that the girls in the front row were really hot!!! See he can see us!! So ya!! There you go!! And they weren't drunk!!! hahahhahaha!!
And well 5 best things yesterday night....
1) Hugging and talking to Jason Lo
2)Taking like 5 pictures with Jason Lo
3) Moshing in the crowd and having joel, benji and travis look at me!!!
4) Just screaming along and jumping with the crowd
5) Standing on the skyroof of Hadri's car speeding through the kesas!!!
p.s. New Short Term Dream--- Interviewing J.Lo....hmmm...
p.p.s. This is a very immature post....meaning the writing....
Toast
Have you ever wondered why people would prefer toast with jam or with sugar than toast with just plain butter?? This is not going to be one of the life is like a piece of string....or life is like a ball....or life is like a dream.....well basically non of the life is like (something with a personification here....)
This is merely an observation, and I have personally observed that life and toast are kindda alike.....I mean people in general want toast with a flavour yet some like it plain....some like toast hot, yet some wait long minutes for it to cool down before wanting a bite.life in general, my friends, is a complicated thing to comprehend and aliking it to toasted bread does not do life any justice......but I am not aliking life to toast Im displaying the similarities between us and toast.....although sometimes people like to eat jam or sugar....don't you ever get sick and tired of jam?? Or instead of strawberry wouldn't you like some marmalade instead?? And once you had a taste of marmalade would you ever go back to strawberry.....or would you ever go back to plain bread??
Ok well.....I'm just wondering why people stay in stale relationships for so long?? And what benefits do they get from having a relationship?? I
know you get someone to love.....to hold.....to be yourself with.....but what if that falls apart and well life then what happens to that?? Would you like the taste of plain bread now?? Cause the jam's finished and there's no more sugar in the cubboard......would you like that?? I dunno....I never really tasted good jam or amazingly sweet sugar to regret them finishing and leaving my life....well....I've always been one to prefer chocolate
spread...make that chocolate hazelnut spread....NUTELLA...yum yum!! And I have always got a stock of it in the cubboard. No matter what
people's preference are I've always got my hazelnut spread.....I love you chocolate spread. My life is in need of a change.....I need a change.....or a holiday....or something.
I just need to know if I should want jam or just the same old chocolate......
Why is life so complicated?? The mysterious strings that roll into thousand miles worth of memories and emotions.......
I miss tim. I miss krystal. I miss aya. I miss moh. I miss you.....and yet I don't even know who you are.....I miss you.
This is merely an observation, and I have personally observed that life and toast are kindda alike.....I mean people in general want toast with a flavour yet some like it plain....some like toast hot, yet some wait long minutes for it to cool down before wanting a bite.life in general, my friends, is a complicated thing to comprehend and aliking it to toasted bread does not do life any justice......but I am not aliking life to toast Im displaying the similarities between us and toast.....although sometimes people like to eat jam or sugar....don't you ever get sick and tired of jam?? Or instead of strawberry wouldn't you like some marmalade instead?? And once you had a taste of marmalade would you ever go back to strawberry.....or would you ever go back to plain bread??
Ok well.....I'm just wondering why people stay in stale relationships for so long?? And what benefits do they get from having a relationship?? I
know you get someone to love.....to hold.....to be yourself with.....but what if that falls apart and well life then what happens to that?? Would you like the taste of plain bread now?? Cause the jam's finished and there's no more sugar in the cubboard......would you like that?? I dunno....I never really tasted good jam or amazingly sweet sugar to regret them finishing and leaving my life....well....I've always been one to prefer chocolate
spread...make that chocolate hazelnut spread....NUTELLA...yum yum!! And I have always got a stock of it in the cubboard. No matter what
people's preference are I've always got my hazelnut spread.....I love you chocolate spread. My life is in need of a change.....I need a change.....or a holiday....or something.
I just need to know if I should want jam or just the same old chocolate......
Why is life so complicated?? The mysterious strings that roll into thousand miles worth of memories and emotions.......
I miss tim. I miss krystal. I miss aya. I miss moh. I miss you.....and yet I don't even know who you are.....I miss you.
Friday, April 20, 2007
Oranges
You never know when life hits the unwanted curveball your way. You never understand what unrequited love feels like until it comes astrewn on your path. The way that love comes and yet how quickly it dissapears, its definetely scary.
Love, all my life there was just me and my dreams, spend my nights wondering how it would feel, when will today end and when will tommorrow start.
Somedays i would just sit alone and wonder, ponder about absurdity and insanity,pleading to my soul to resurrect the emotions lost along the way.
Sometimes the lights are turned down and the whole city sleeps tight at home, I alone wonder the darkened streets seeking a lightbulb to seek solace and grace in these upsetting nights. There doesn't seem to be anyone around me, just stillness. quiet contemplation, darkness turning into lights.
It ends tonight. It finally has.
p.s. I no longer love oranges! Sadder but wiser.
p.p.s. Written while overlooking the beautiful Jakarta skyscrapers at approximately 3am sitting at the balcony at tante Elly's house.
Love, all my life there was just me and my dreams, spend my nights wondering how it would feel, when will today end and when will tommorrow start.
Somedays i would just sit alone and wonder, ponder about absurdity and insanity,pleading to my soul to resurrect the emotions lost along the way.
Sometimes the lights are turned down and the whole city sleeps tight at home, I alone wonder the darkened streets seeking a lightbulb to seek solace and grace in these upsetting nights. There doesn't seem to be anyone around me, just stillness. quiet contemplation, darkness turning into lights.
It ends tonight. It finally has.
p.s. I no longer love oranges! Sadder but wiser.
p.p.s. Written while overlooking the beautiful Jakarta skyscrapers at approximately 3am sitting at the balcony at tante Elly's house.
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