Sleuthing

i love the world and i love the trees and i love binoculars......basically i love the earth and of course my super super sleuthing skills.....gosh girls anyone with a crush come to Noura and she will see the details right where they belong!! ok ok!! rocking hard now!!! i love what i did!! and i love you my Creator!! i love this place!!! omigawd!! anyone who needs to research on their worst enemy go to vigneshwaran.com hehehehehehe!! his dad is a defence lawyer....he'll help you!! ok then people have a great life cause im enjoying mine and......well......i rock!!! hehhehee!! j/k!! i absolutely rock!! hehehehhehe!! now i'm NOT joking!!! hehhehehee!! ok enough hehehheheheehehe to last me a lifetime man!! ok noura signing off!! Noura Talib......aka......the super woman with great instinct power and i decided to open a very big secret today....a VERY BIG SECRET!!! ok wait and see how the person takes it......and this one isn't about me!! hehehehe!!! feeling so good.... i knew i would....i been taking care of myself like i should......ok maybe not entirely truthful there....ok enough said tatata!!!
vicky is going down down down~ my new mantra!!

Loose

You don't own me,
I'm not just one of your many toys.....
Don't tell me what to do
And don't tell me what to say
And when I go out with you,
Don't put me on display,
Don't try to change me in anyway
Don't drag me down cause I'll never stay
I don't tell you what to say
I don't tell you what to do
So just let me be myself,
Thats all I ask of you.
I'm young
And I love to be young
I'm free
And I love to be free
To live my life the way that I want
To say and do whatever I feel........
I'm my own woman
And I love to be free
I'm living my life
And I love to be me
So my past now finally
I open the window and gain dignity.
Throw you out and into the bin
Make you rot, a part of my past
You are a closed chapter, never meant to last......
Because you don't own me....and never will.

Joy+Luck

It was once said...'its not that we had no heart or eyes for pain......we were all afraid, we had our miseries but to despair is to wish back for something already lost or to prolong what was already unbearable'
How much can you wish for a babrbie doll house tht got lost in the cargo when you moved houses from singapore to perth? What was worse to sit and wait for death with proper somber faces or to choose our own happiness? A white feather in the midst of darkness....a vase of purple flowers in a grey room....respect, tenderness and honesty that is all i seek....if he did not give it to me then i will leave never returning until he offers it to me with both arms open.
I guess i was brought up with the fact that my heart rules my brain.....desire nothing,swallow other's misery and eat your own happiness.......believe that his love is worth more than mine and then i am unappreciated....gets frustrated....doesn't help when there are snaky, sly friends about.....bitter about their own dispassionate lives and miserable because of the way they should be feeling.....like dark bitter chocolate.....with white sweet chocolate....
I aspire to be like June......strong when others think they are weak, constant belitlling from society.....but nothing can break her, nothing can harm her...that is because she doe not allow it to....and i won't allow it to. i won't allow anything to harm me....nothing except my family.

~Never expect, only hope~

Almost

Almost made you love me
Almost made you cry
Almost made you happy, baby
Didn't I, didn't I
You almost had me thinkin'
You were turned around
But everybody knows
Almost doesn't count

Almost heard you saying
You were finally free
What was always missing for you, baby
You'd found it in me
But you can't get to heaven
Half off the ground
Everybody knows
Almost doesn't count

I can't keep on lovin' you
One foot outside the door
I hear a funny hesitation
Of a heart that's never really sure
Can't keep on tryin'
If you're looking for more
Than all that I could give you
Than what you came here for

Gonna find me somebody
Not afraid to let go
Want a no-doubt-be-there kind of man
You came real close
But everytime you build me up
You only let me down
But everybody knows
Almost doesn't

I can't keep on lovin', baby
I can't keep on tryin'
Everybody knows
Almost doesn't count

Maybe you'll be sorry
Maybe you'll be cold
Maybe you'll come runnin' back, babe
From the cruel cruel world
Almost convinced me
You're gonna stick around
But everybody knows
Almost doesn't count

So maybe I'll be here
Maybe I'll se ya around
That's the way it goes
Almost doesn't count


Brandy..

Over

Now i don't know who i am
He made it easy, made it free
Made me hurt till i couldn't see
Sometimes it stops sometimes it flows
But baby girl, that is how love goes...
It's a secret that no one tells
One day it's heaven, one day it's hell
And it's no fairy tale, take it from me
That's the way it's supposed to be
You laugh, i cry, no one knows why
But oh the thrill of it all
You're on the ride,you might as well open your eyes
If your love could be caged, honey, I would hold the key
And conceal it underneath the pile of lies you handed me
And you'd hunt and those lies
They'd be all you'd ever find
the tears and the sadness you gave me when you said goodbye
boy walk on by
make believe that you don't see the tears honey
let me grieve in private cuz each time I see you I just break down and cry
just walk on by

Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through so many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when,
I close my eyes and I’m with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain....every time I hear your name
There’s just one heart, where there once was two
But that’s the way it’s gotta be,
‘til I get over you...
Walked through extreme park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
They say that time will dry the tears
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here
When will this river of tears stop falling
Where can I run so I won’t feel alone
Can’t walk away when the pain keeps calling
I’ve just gotta take it from here on my own
But it’s so hard to let go......
Cause there's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
And i dream that you sing to me over and over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
And i hear you sing to me the song of the stars
of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again....
So I lay my head back down
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up and I give up
I just want to tell you so you know.....
You are my only one
Made my mistakes,i let you down
Might be a mistake
A mistake I’ve made
But what you gave I was happy to be taking
Cause no one’s ever made me feel
The way I feel when I’m in your arms
They say you’re something I should've done without
They don’t know what goes on
There’s no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain
Loving you isn’t really something I should do
Shouldn’t wanna spend my time with you
That I should try to be strong
But you’re the right kind of wrong
I should've ran but I just couldn't seem to...

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that you might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me....
but the memories....
You and me...
I really feel I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe...
This could be the end
you're letting go and it's real
Well I don't want to know
don't speak,I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining don't tell me because it hurts
don't speak,I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Our memories...
They are inviting but...
Now as we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands I sit and cry
And i remember that I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be alone with you
Guess you never felt that way....

I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again
We both couldn't right?
because for you.....

This love had taken it’s toll on you
I said goodbye too many times before
and my heart is breaking in front of you
But you have no choice cause you won’t say goodbye anymore

You tried your best to feed my appetite
So hard to keep me satisfied....
I kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again.....
this is exactly what you thought right?
but i never felt that way....no i was in love

The first flush of love was upon you when our eyes first met
And I knew that to you and into your life I had to get
I felt light-headed at the touch of this stranger's hand
An assault my defences systematically failed to withstand
Because you came at a time
When the pursuit of one true love in which to fall
Was the be all and end all
The state of elation that this unison of hearts achieved
I had seen, I had touched, I had tasted and I truly believed
That the light of my life would tear a hole right through each cloud that scudded by
Just to beam on you and I...

But baby now I'm believing that...

Love is only a feeling....drifting away
When I was in your arms I start believing it's here to stay
But love is only a feeling anyway....
But baby....love is only a feeling...anyway


i used to feel that...there's not much going on today.
I'm really bored, it's getting late.
Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
You weren't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
You wouldn't even open up the door.
You never made me feel like I was special.
You wasn't really what I'm looking for.

I think it's time for me to bail.
This point of view is getting stale...

You were all the things I thought I knew and I thought we could be
It's nice to know you were there,
thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

But now i'm taking back my life...
I'm so moving on,
thanks to you now I get what I want
Since you been gone....

You're entitled to your opinion
If you care don't you dare blur my vision
Let me be all that I can be
Whatever's out there waiting for me
I'm going to face it willingly
Cause I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
Now i'm feeling so wrong.
Did you see me walking by, did it ever make you cry?
You're my favorite mistake
You are beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster....


I should have known that you brought nothing real
I aint got no more tears to cry and i cant take this no more
no i gotta let it go and you know..you....
set me free
and let me out of that misery,you show'd me the way
to get my life again cause you can't keep up
cant you see?
baby thanks for setting me free.....
how many times have i tried to turn our love around
but every time you just let me down
could you cry just a little for me
Could you cry just a little for me?
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...

I'm better off that way...
I'm better off alone anyway...


You and me
I can see us dying ..are we?

Prisoner

The prison that contained my heart,finally broke its bounds.
My heart would not be broken,
I would not allow it to
For my love for him has changed, its beginning anew.
The misery and despair of the past left my emotional state.
Now my love will have responsibilities and time limits whenever I date.
The time has come for me, to take things into my hands and not leave it to fate
Men will be men they'll never appreciate.
For all the things you do, they'll still love more towards their best girl mate.
Destiny decided I needed to feel, the agony of my lover loving another.
Decided that I didn't... deserve someone better
For I know that if I love again it won't be the same,
I'll have changed,won't be so trusting.
But he'll always love her more...and me less.
why on earth then,did he confess?
I will like him... not love him any longer
It will definitely grant me... less pain and bother.

THE SHADOW

the dark hallways with glints of sunlight
the sun's shining rays casts a path
bodies moving in one direction
stale, sterile and depression.
skirts willowing in the windy breeze
hair flying like the birds
piling thoughts and recalling names
routine, a ritual and very mundane.
as a shadow i will take my flight
amongst them like a butterfly through the branches
as a shadow i will flutter amongst the leaves
as a shadow i fell in love with light
something forbidden even to my sight
as a shadow i remain forgotten in memory
i remain being lost alone
basking in my life when my love arrives and dark and subdued when my love leaves....
a shadow that knows its love would never be right
because shadows are interdicted to love light.

TruSTinG MariAH

I don't want another pretender
To disillusion me one more time
Whispering words of forever
Playing with my mind
I want a lover who knows me
Who understands how I feel inside
Someone to comfort and hold me
When I am lost
You shine a light for me and set me free
When I am low
you wash away my tears
And take me through
The loneliness
And emptiness
Through the darkest night
Somehow I survived
Through it all
When you tell me
I'm the only one you need
Sweet and tenderly
And your love
Breaks away the clouds surrounding me
All I have I want to give to thee
If I should fall
Your love is strong enough to lift me up
If I'm afraid
You chase away my fears and take me to a brighter place
Beyond the rain and I feel alright
Because you're by my side
Through it all
I was afraid
It was all a masquerade
That I was only a plaything and you would leave me behind
But now I feel so secure by your side
Now that I know that you want me for me
I can be what you want i can be what you need
Now that I know that your love is for real
I can finally see this is not make believe anymore

ModerN AgE

You know its true what they say
This age is the time to experiment new mixtures and cross new boundaries.
This age is the time to wreak havoc on everyone and question your values
This age is to fall in love and sacrifice
To murder faith and rebel on rules
This age is to look at night and see plain darkness
And to revel in the glory of never ending confusion
This age is the age to discover, explore and walk in fields of gold
This age is when your beliefs are on auction...at the end they are sold.
This is the age to experience for oneself the trials and tribulations of reality
This is the age...to search for meaning and to try to find...me.
to understand faith and to collect upon squandering poverty
to try to find completion but never really becoming whole
to cry when tears won't wipe themselves away
to sing and laugh, to run around and play
this is the age where good things have to be let loose
and where some just will never start....
this is the time where all your actions influence your future
and your memories remain in the past...
to meet new people who interests you but never get attention back
to look into the mirror and cry...questioning all the while
this is the time to laugh a million times...
cry two million times....
and open your eyes to realisation...for the first time.

tommorrow

tommorrow is a new day
fresh as dew, clean as may
once the sadness passes over me
i know i'll be able to see

time changes everything, surrounding turn to stone
Nature and everything green want to be left alone
but cars they will make, and buildings they will form
and life here will continue move on

a bell just rung, the maids are moving
the stopwatch has paused the bells are ringing
alarm has struck and panic is reigning
whenever it rains it'll continue pouring

suddenly it stopped all things stop moving
my room was still, the atoms as well
for there is silence before and after a storm....

i went through the thunder, fought through the war
but in the end i didn't get what i was fighting for

tommorrow will be a new day
and the film and pictures will play
life, i will keep on riding its saddle
but i won't be waiting drenched in my puddle
For Reality pulled me from it
and i am learning to live independently for me.....

tommorrow will be a fresh new day
why tonight, i see the new buds of may?

DISMISSED

Can you keep up?
Baby boy, make me lose my breath
Running fast, make me lose my breath
You act so duh, make me lose my...
OOOh I put it right there, made it easy for you to get to
Now you wanna act like ya don't know what to do
After I done everything that you asked me
Grabbed you, grind you, liked you, tried you
Moved so fast baby now I can't find you
OOOh I'm startin' to believe that I'm way too much for you
All that talk but it seems like it can't come through
All them lies like you could satisfy me,
Now I see where believing you got me
Gave you the wheel, but you can't drive me
OOOh Two things I don't like when I tryin' to get my groove
Is a partna that meets me only half way and just can't prove
Take me out so deep when you know you can't swim
Need a lifeguard and I need protection
So put it on me deep in the right direction
OOOh You understand the facts that I'm tryin' to give to you
You movin' so slow like you just don't have a clue
Didn't mama teach you to give affection?
You're the difference of a man and an adolescent
It ain you boo, so get tha steppin'
If you can't make me say
OOOLike the beat of this drum
Why you ask for some and you really want none
If you can't make me say
OOOLike the beat of this groove
You don't have no business in this here's your papers
Baby you are dismissed, dismissed, dismissed, dismissed, dismissed, dismissed, dismissed

ManneQuinS

there is a guy passing by a shop with different colour shirts hanging for display in the window of the clothes shop.......i am the mannequin dressed up nicely in a yellow shirt and brown pants all ready to be bought and taken away..........
im waiting...on display...he's pondering whether to buy the shirt im wearing or not... he wants to try the suit first see how it fits....how it clicks....will it look good on him or not.....now me.
me....saw a top i like while window shopping....didn't have enough money to buy it....don't understand? let's just say i don't want to try the suit just want to buy it immediately...but i can't afford it....i'll have to patiently wait for my pay or allowance to save up to buy that beautiful top...while saving i see if i want the suit or not......i'm desperately trying to buy it...but i MUST wait....
now i'm sick and tired of waiting for the top....and its novelty has worn off...somehow its still on display but not really meant for me now....soon the fashion will change and it will be taken off the mannequin, there goes my lost top.....my dream dissapearing to the box neatly stored up in the attic of the shop......
we all know hearts can change....nothing lasts forever in the cold november rain. but would i regret not buying the top? sadly the answer is a yes....i will still wish it was mine.
understand?

hearing the dim voices of people behind barred doors i understand their pain,the torment the have to face while being chained....someday people may stop and think....someday they will realise that all their fantastical dreams of superiority will fade away and that love is lost along the path travelled....people will continue to torture and hurt the little princess and she will still not realise what truth is in their words and what falseness is in her eyes....being a hypocrite means that you deserve hypocrisy from others....i believe that being a hypocrite means that you deserve the truthful tale of uncountable offences towards others.....learn a lesson.....look deep inside.....and try to change petite sly witch....i understand the pain you face but i don't want to help....because when i cried your shoulder was not there to lean on.....

Pulangkan

sometimes you wonder about what you did wrong...how you can change yourself...sometimes it's a sin from God when you find out different types of crap all at the same time...like today...i know im going to cry...i know it but do i care? not really....i mean for me i think the world is ending...the signs have all shown it...just me and my lonely thoughts....but really what did i do wrong?
somehow you feel that there really must be something wrong with the way your life is planned and it has nothing to do with who you are just everyone around you are just....well plainly just trying their best to screw your life up...make your day worst than it already is....having a law test in thirty minutes and i already know that im gonna have to make hommous for Oon Yow..i wish it was humus......see? im all ready to tear at my skin just like the people suffering from smallpox...ok well this a beautiful malay song dedicated to Banana....let's just say he's been hanging on my thoughts and its annoying me....
Pulangkan cinta hatiku
Oh pulangkan oh pulangkanlah padaku
Kupulangkan resah hidupmu
Yang dikau musnah tanpa relaku
Bebaskanlah maafkan daku oh kasih
Tiada kemaafan di sini
Kau ragut degupan hatiku ini
Akan ku jejakimu ke mana jua
Hingga ke akhir masa sayang......

im not a stalker....i just wish somehow i could annoy him as much as he annoys me....ARGH!!

pond

summertime and the rythm is churning
maybe its mine...but somehow im fuming
the past should be left for the past
my last should remain my last
so how can i move on ahead?
its sideways im moving instead
love can make you drown
i feel almost suffocated
so why did you make me wait...
waiting by the side...praying and hoping
all i know is that i didn't make it....
im already dead.
sorry you were to late....

Souls APart

travelling down a well worn path...turning my head around. where do i turn? where do i go? Up? down? Left? right?
there you are! i smile joyfully that i'd seen you....but you gaze at me with a distance, a void seen through you eyes. A tense silence...a foot stands between our bodies. How do you feel with so much passion? cry at regular intervals? write such philosophical lame thoughts down? i know who you are....i feel your pain, i feel your happiness, your laughter and your tears...and you know about mine too.
i taste your lips, hug your pillow at night, gaze up to see that stars that shine for you and you alone, i poke your eyeballs and your adipose cells on your stomach....i look at your mirror and i just stare.
i know your sad frustrating tales, your joyful happy stories and your amazing friends and family. i know you. i know where you live, where you eat, what is your handphone number, your whiny depressed self and your hyper happy one......
i am travelling the well worn path to college....don't know where to turn cause i lost sight of you.....where do i go? forward? or Backwards? oh there you are! my day is complete....we melt into one.......
i am your body and you are my soul....i make your half and you make mine.
Noura i love you, i hope you love me too
written by Noura....

Stories

you believe all their lies and hypocritical illusions
you gloat due to untruths and false assumptions
your pride doth need to be brought to safe ground
for it will float too high to be seen or found
people gossip and tell you i like you alot
somehow,i dunno if i should laugh or not
but you didn't laugh you believed their tricks and deceptions
you never once thought of my feelings, my emotions
when i seek for friendship with a well meaning heart
all you wish is for me to be apart.

p.s. this is also inspiration....my lovelife is quite the dead.

dripping water

the tap dripping slowly...drip by drip...leaving it like that for a few days,weeks, months...the tap could hydrate 100 of the babies who are victims of the tsunami.
why are some people filthy rich that they can afford to cloth themselves in silk garment worth a hundred pounds but still manage to turn a blind eye to the victims of the tsunami....not all...but most.
my recent trip to Surabaya for a cousins wedding really opened my eyes to the suffering of the poor...but sadly all i can do now is donate and study.....donate and study....feeling all helpless...maybe my money wouldn't reach the homeless....who knows?
why are white people treated like lords from Kingdom Kong and pariahs treated like dirt? why do people with money always get better treatment than those without? isn't money just another piece of paper printed with this ink with the smell that i love.(love the smell of money!)
why is there such a thing as royalty? and how can 56,565,700 people can be so dumb as to appoint George Bush as their leader....AGAIN? There are billions of questions to ask....i think i finallly understand it all.....i think i can finally comprehend dripping water.

Noura's Wonderful Theory:
Lives are ruled by the unwritten laws created from society and the self-imposed rulebook called conscience. I awaken from my sweet comfortable slumber, awake enough to swim against the currents of life that many people float along ignorantly....
There i see my grandmother, my mother, sisters, aunties.....why can't i follow their lead? why am i forcing my tired body to swim in the opposite direction? because i know something and i remind myself about it everyday...i have learnt to love life everyday due to this knowledge.
Some people don't care about it, most fear it, a minority want to experience it. But whatever the name...the Grim Reaper, Heaven or Hell...whatever it's called whatever the reactions are when mentioned...many cry....many laugh...too old to be afraid.
i call it death and i finally comprehend dripping water.

for whatever the cause, intentions and beliefs that are experienced through lifes and the many stupid questions i will continue to ask due to my poor inability to research for myself...and install into my little cute brain. whatever happens, pain, joy, laughter,tears,richer,poorer, handsome,ugly,bright,dark........whatever happens...'that's life' and society will never change no matter how many feminists there are in the world, no matter how many vegetarians in the world, no matter how many Mother Theresa's there are....of course it will make a little difference but think about it....which date are you gonna remember....9/11 or 12/26? many people forgot the day of the tsunami attacks and when USA occupy the iraqi territory. i dunno...do you? i ask alot of ignorant teenagers do you remember when iraq was bombed....guess what they replied....." i dunno".....then i ask when was the day the twin towers got hit and...in a heartbeat..."9/11 lah!"
i still think society wouldn't change and thats my theory....have faith...practice faith and believe in yourself....remember that one day we will all turn to dust....step boldly up to this judgemental, hypocritical,inane world we call home. didn't the tsunami create any impact?

sadly i decide that dripping water will continue dripping and im tired of thinking and swimming by myself....i float away...in the current i will stay...remembering that one day..i will die and go wherever He wants me too.

Sunburnt

Life brings you to this kind of pitforks where in order to choose you would have to break your own heart.
That’s where I am right now… in order to choose I have to break the very essence that made me.
I have to go against the tides and ego for love, true love I thought, boy was I wrong.
Why do some people change your life in a way never thought possible… they come they conquered and then left.
They took control of your emotions and your thoughts…made you loose your appetite and made you weak.
Then they decide to move on with life and you are lost in the sea of their life…floating ashore, a sun burnt log a drifting in that vast body of never ending water.
My heart is breaking, with every word I'm saying…I gave up everything I had on something that I thought would last…
In order to get the rainbow you have to go through the rain…in order to get Mr. Perfect I have to go through the bad eggs of men.
Too bad for women my own age…they are so tired of wasting time on someone that never treats them the way they should be treated.
So now I am riding solo on this quest of life spending time now for me and not for anybody else…living my life for who I am…asking questions and not caring about the consequences.
I don't want to know if faith and destiny will permit you to move forward…or if you are playing me…but I am not a game of soccer and I deserve better.
Goodbye to you and to all mankind for now..
Life brought me to those pitforks but I made up my mind and I decided to move onwards…moving ahead…its best for me…for you to leave.

p.s.based on inspiration

B-I-R-T-H-D-A-Y

Happy birthday to me! Happy birthday to me! Im seventeen! Sweet seventeen! Haven’t sunk in yet that im already seventeen! I CAN DRIVE! Weehooo!! But of course parents won’t allow me to get my license till I die of old age coz their beloved youngest daughter cannot drive on the treacherous streets of kuala lumpur….gosh I am still in my little bubble with no news from the outside world….in normal terms…no new experiences….no pain…nothing..just boring old routines repeated normally…wait let me start talking bout my birthday, now that was something different! Thanks a bunch to my fave gals in the world and my family too!
Day before….had tomyam with mom at fave thai restaurant and at night elder sisters friends came over and cut Cake no.1
During the day….happy that I am one year older….reminising on things that happened since my last birthday….then feeling so depressed with myself coz I am not celebrating this year and have to study…..then went to Khat’s house for hari raya open house….stayed there until seven….stupid girl should get an oscar nominee for her stellar performance….she actually made me stay there until seven when I wanted to go back at five! Then went back home……..KABOOM! SURPRISE!
Four of my bestest friends were in my house with a candle lit cake!(cake no.2) OmiGAWD! It was amazing!!! I never thought they’d do that!! It was AMAZING!! And duh! Stupid sappy me had to CRY! Its like my tear glands just keep on secreting this fluid and it never stops…..but well im emotional! We all went for dinner at pizza hut…since it was a Sunday couldn’t go clubbing……but we did a crazy thing….well a secret crazy thing!! But it was F-U-N!!! neways that is definetely a birthday to remember! I learnt a lot during that night…….it pays to study….and if you want the rainbow you gotta go through the rain….or sometimes when you least expects it the rainbow shines in front of you….a revelation from the Creator….
In life you get many blessings and well one of the blessings I have been given are amazing friends and an amazing family! That was a blessed day to remember.
I love you peeps and will never forget you no matter how long…..my birthday…21st november 2004….forever inscribe in my memory….