Saturday, January 01, 2005

Sunburnt

Life brings you to this kind of pitforks where in order to choose you would have to break your own heart.
That’s where I am right now… in order to choose I have to break the very essence that made me.
I have to go against the tides and ego for love, true love I thought, boy was I wrong.
Why do some people change your life in a way never thought possible… they come they conquered and then left.
They took control of your emotions and your thoughts…made you loose your appetite and made you weak.
Then they decide to move on with life and you are lost in the sea of their life…floating ashore, a sun burnt log a drifting in that vast body of never ending water.
My heart is breaking, with every word I'm saying…I gave up everything I had on something that I thought would last…
In order to get the rainbow you have to go through the rain…in order to get Mr. Perfect I have to go through the bad eggs of men.
Too bad for women my own age…they are so tired of wasting time on someone that never treats them the way they should be treated.
So now I am riding solo on this quest of life spending time now for me and not for anybody else…living my life for who I am…asking questions and not caring about the consequences.
I don't want to know if faith and destiny will permit you to move forward…or if you are playing me…but I am not a game of soccer and I deserve better.
Goodbye to you and to all mankind for now..
Life brought me to those pitforks but I made up my mind and I decided to move onwards…moving ahead…its best for me…for you to leave.

p.s.based on inspiration

2 comments:

Shazeea said...

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I've seen enough of romantic love
I'd give it up, yeah, I'd give it up
For a miracle, a miracle drug, a miracle drug
U2- Miracle Drug

This stanza had become the mantra of my love life. I'm not going to waste my time with idiots. I'm saving up for my miracle drug.

nutballeegoofster said...

dont ever give up kissing your destined circle of frogs; one of them's bound to be a prince.