Eyesight

There is this phase where everyone would pass in life where, you want to feel loved and needed but at the same time you're all out for fun. So where are you really? Stuck in the middle somewhere, confusion and loneliness intermingles with the thirst of adventure and the unknown. So how can you move ahead? and how can you turn back? There comes this day where all you see is colours, different myriads of shapes crossing the sky, lightning flashes, distant thunder rolls darkly. Those stuck in the car and driving without a purpose down a slippery winding road. the raindrops patter the roof, of course back at the passenger seat, so you can view the world passing by quickly.

Y'know i always thought that i could find someone who can be seen as a true man. A person who would make friends with all people no matter their physical appearance and tolerate the atttitudes that suck. Someone who cared deeply for a cause other than sex. Though in these times, that kindda person is hard press for money. Not that i'm desperately searching and seeking someone to love, no, just to be friends with, cause i'm so sick of female companionship. Somedays, you need a fresh perspective. well, that's all i guess.

In order to finally be humans we gotta know what humans should be.
I seem to be looking for completion in all the wrong places, maybe my eyesight has gone bad, but maybe the signs are not pointing in the right path.

Goodnight, but is it really a good night?