Learnz

Well tonight was one interesting night. First things first, I'm pmsing and secondly i don't feel like shite for doing something 'bad' in societies standards. Well in fact, well look at this in a new way, i mean all i was trying to do was get my point across, i might have done it in a mean and evil and (nihaad's fave words) AGRESSIVE! well ya i do get passionate about these kindda things. how can you blame me? These people have arrogance and ignorance stuck in the fluff of their brains. And this mingled with the lack of understanding why society is sooooo important. i mean people can see for themselves if the girl is good or not. You help people in their homes and you don't seem rude then how can you even listen to yesterday's gossip? If i marry a malaysian royalty i bet you that no one would care about what i did today. You may think that im a loser but i don't really care. I lost on the knowledge of how to use tack when talking to people but hey i'm not really caring about the sadness in my life but really concerntarating on the happiness. And the sadness is that a whole lotta people that i chill with/ hang out with are a bunch of losers and they are ignorant bastards. Well neways i really can't care less.

I mean i got a right to be wrong, my mistakes will make me strong. I gotta mind of my own, im flesh and blood to the bone, see im not made of stone. i love that song cause its so true....i gotta right to be wrong, i mean people learn everyday right?


The weird thing is how dejavu this is with the whole taj and resham issue....you know you're wrong but at the end of the day you just learn more about society and how to deal with them. Its like the abc of growing up. You gotta past through all 26 alphabets. I've watched it all slowly and i realised something that everyone's life is so simple but the most simplistic life i have so far seen is the one in Surabaya. I mean all they do is laugh,talk and laugh some more. But my life isn't all that lacking in dramatics, i wish it was abs.


Well, the fortune teller told me that i will get published in the New York Times and have lots of babies. Oh wait, that was me reading my own palm.


Well ya, i know that my mom is worried about her rep for owning a very rude child. Well i know i am rude, if i wasn't i would be Liza.

I am the rudest child out of all their children.
I give my parents the most problems.
I am THE BLACK SHEEP!!


I like to think that i'm just suffering from some deficiency in manners. (think i spelt that wrongly) aka i am a spoilt child and really i was talking about it to one of my friends the other day and we were wondering what makes a spoilt child. Well i also like to think that i am just young and passionate about my beliefs, you know i realised something i always like people to believe what i believe in as well, i want them to be convinced. But half the time i always find out that they can't be swayed. and they will fight back. Well you know what? ? You learn something new everyday, like i just found out about how to delete viruses of your pen drive by just formatting it. Well you're talking to a new computer user lar....i'm still traditional and old-fashioned. Ahem ahem.....