Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Cold tears

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that I was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way........
I feel foolish...i was alone
a stranger in a class
which i did not have to go to.....sitting away from everyone even when they started to call.....
i was angry, tired and bothered....i don't like the teacher....i don't like the superficial people around me and i don't like to study malaysia as the last period of the day which ends at 4.30...
i was not about to bow down to myself...my arrogance and pride got in the way......but it ended well....went home straight away then found a huge packet of lays to dig into, thanks to my dad.
life rocks because i know that my real friends were not there and i was a beating heart in a room full of plastic ones.....................................sigh....Live life with no regrets...and i don't regret going..

1 comment:

Shazeea said...

LOVE U DARLING!!! i love the way your words just flow, and how they really don't seem to link but essentially do...