Rainbow

A Long journey ends in blissful happiness and painful realisations.....I made a long journey well to me it felt...a lifetime but it only lasted two days....i feel more matured....more experienced and at least two heads taller than what i was before.

Humans are like green trees...all different in their own ways...the eyes...nose...mouth...character...all shining in their own way but...when one comes with a different colour in the midst of green that tree would shine much more....i aspire to be that brown tree outstanding from the rest.....still a tree but a tree with its own branch of uniqueness..

Malaysian Fireworks...not bad...especially in a field surrounded by pine trees and a lake surrounding one half of the field...with your family that looks as if they came out from My Big Fat Greek Wedding....20 people...arabs lining the field surrounded by malays and chinese...i guess we did stand out....came home at two and had to wake up at six to meet friends for a roadtrip to Ipoh...was GREAT fun and Ipoh is famous for Hor Fun which happens to be my ultimate favourite food in the world....well the food not bad...saw a rainbow with that song playing...the song that gives me strength to move on...i felt that it was a sign from GOD....i know what a WACKO but it was just too coincidental....and realised that i did matter to this stage my play is on realised that i did have a major role to play and in doing so i know i will have the confidence to face up to the ovation in the end....

You sense that you have the support of your relations or others in your surroundings for your creative hard work and personal goals just now, which enables you to act with self-assurance. You are able to please both your need to be an individual, and your need for caring relationships and a sense of belonging. You are in harmony with yourself and are therefore an effective individual at this point in time. scary right? how destiny plays the fiddle and life takes an unsuspecting turn......

i broke up with my boyfriend.....i asked for the seperation.....i don't understand myself......i am going through painful realisations but at the same time blissfully happy........