Tommorrow is scaring me as i really don't know what can or will happen.....its like a jump off the empire state building and you need to grab that string tying you to life or a freefall downwards. Somehow i really don't think i'll grab hold of that string....its like a feeling of failure. To know you have failed before you even jumped off that building. Well how am i so sure? I am still afraid to jump....still afraid to take chances, still afraid to be me.
Somedays life shows you the path to who you are and other days that path seems so distant so far off reach, just another life lead by someone else....i wish i was someone who could make people proud, someone to mean something to and someone who is not ashamed of her real self and needs to hide behind this mane of blonde hair.
Im sorry to me. You have treated me unkindly, and im sorry for hurting your feelings.
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