Hundred

A hundred letters I never sent to you
Which I've left lying on the ground
A hundred unanswered questions
Answers I never found

A thousand times I've called you
But then hung up the phone
A thousand times a day I miss you
And feel so alone

A hundred half slanted doors
Left half opened never closed
A hundred apologies I gave to you
The ones that you disposed

A thousand times I cry at night
Because I miss you the most
A hundred times I've regretted
Letting us become so close

A hundred times I've asked myself
What did our talks mean
A hundred times I thought just maybe
This is all a bad dream

A hundred times I've pondered
Is it meant to be us two
A hundred times I've wished
That I didn't still love you

A hundred times I've wondered
Did you love me like you said
A hundred times I've hoped that
Our love is not yet dead

So now I'll ask you did you love me
Like you once told me
Do you think it could live up to
What I wanted us to be

I don't have to hear your answer
Because your head is hanging low
Everything we once had was a lie
Because you just told me no.